The second year of Emperor Suzong’s reign (759)，mobile bet365 experienced the "four lines of service at one year old"，Return to Huazhou from Luoyang，From Huazhou to Qinzhou，From Qinzhou to Tonggu，Finally arrived in Chengdu at the end of the year，Opened the "Five Passengers to Shu County"，Living in Zizhou for one year" ("Going to Shu"), a life of wandering between Sichuan and Sichuan。“Abandoning his official position and moving to Shu” was a turning point in mobile bet365’s poetic style，Also the "big joint" in mobile bet365's life。From now on，mobile bet365 left the Central Plains behind him in space，Spiritually, I suppressed my worries in my heart。He enters a new space with a new identity，Facing the problem of dual identification of region and identity。

　　Guest consciousness and mobile bet365

mobile bet365 arrived in Chengdu at the end of the second year of Qianyuan，Sent Yan Wu out of Sichuan in July of the first year of Baoying (762)，Lifted to Dongchuan due to the war in Chengdu，Returned to the thatched cottage in March of the second year of Guangde (764)，Leaved Shu in April of the first year of Yongtai (765)，Total five years and four months in Shu，Living in Chengdu for three years and eight months，Living in two rivers for one year and eight months。During this period，He has the peace and comfort of living in a thatched cottage，Also traveling to and from Zizhou、The hasty evacuation of Langzhou。Overall，This is a relatively stable period in mobile bet365’s life，But sadness among the guests always appears，Poetry permeates a strong wandering experience。

Starting from giving up the post of Huazhou and going to Qinzhou，This wandering experience has always enveloped mobile bet365’s long journey。Twenty poems from "Qinzhou Miscellaneous Poems"，With "eyes full of sorrow, trouble arises，The origin of "people traveling far away"，The desolate meaning covers the whole article。The sad thing，Numerous。He said before arriving in Chengdu: "There are brothers and sisters in my hometown，Wandering in Suiqiu Ruins。Everything goes well in Chengdu，How can I return to my house。" ("Wupan (Qipanling is called the Wupan Plank Road in the north of Guangyuan County with five twists and turns)") As soon as he arrived in Chengdu, he sighed: "My journey through the mountains and rivers is different，Suddenly in the sky。”(“Chengdu Mansion”) is permeated with a sense of discomfort towards the heterogeneous regional culture。

As a Confucian scholar deeply influenced by the cultural traditions of the Central Plains，mobile bet365’s geographical perception of Bashu is that it is remote and alienated，The basin environment in a remote corner of Sichuan made him feel like he was traveling alone at the end of the world: "Hu Qiyuan is far away from the country gate，Cosmic Sichuan City。" ("The envoy from Guangzhou Judge Zhang Shuqing returned the poem to represent the meaning") When he was living in Dongchuan, he even said: "I hate Shu and travel to Shu.，Thinking about Wu Sheng and things being complicated。" (Part 2 of "Two Poems on Zizhou Climbing the Tower in Spring") The longing complex is even more deeply rooted: "That old Shu in this life，The immortal will return to Qin。" ("Ten Rhymes of Sending Yan Gong to the Court") Bashan Shushui accepted mobile bet365 who was in distress，The poet is eager to return home but finds it difficult to identify with Shu。

The Central Plains and Bashu appear relatively in mobile bet365’s poems，The Central Plains has become a knot in his heart。Du's poems often write "Qin" and "Shu" in pairs，For example，"Two lines of straight Qin trees，Ten thousand points at the top of Shushan Mountain" ("Send Zhang Twenty to join the army and go to Shuzhou，Because of Yang Wu’s Attendance”)，"The flat river moves Shu，The sky is wide and the trees are floating on the Qin Dynasty" ("Ten Rhymes of Feng He Yan Zhong Cheng Xicheng Evening View")，“No news from Qinzhongyi envoy，There are right and wrong in wars in Shu" ("Yellow Grass")，“Xijiang Yuanxiashu，Beidou came to Qin" ("Tai Sui Ri")，"The geographical location is favorable and the west leads to Shu"，The astronomical north shines on Qin" ("Jianling Wangxing")，"The official outside the sword is cold，Guanzhong Post and Cavalry Shu" ("Feng Tang Xing Liu Zhu's Brother")，“Yulei’s inscription was in a state of confusion，When can we travel to Qujiang again?" ("Ji Du Wei")。The distance in space forms the aesthetic tension of Du Shi’s poetry，Qinzhong is the hometown that the poet cherishes，Carrying his deep hometown complex and sense of belonging。Xishu is described as "the edge of the sky", "the end of the world", "the corner of the sky", "the bank of the sky", "a special place", "a foreign place", "an extremity", "a foreign land", etc.，Reflects a strong sense of alienation from a foreign country。

，Mountains and rivers are obstacles" ("Sui Shu·Geography")，mobile bet365, who has lived in the two capitals for a long time，The geographical perception of Shu is even more personal.。Wandering in Shu for nearly five and a half years，mobile bet365 never established a local identity with Shu。

　Self-examination and mobile bet365

Chengdu’s humid climate、The simple folk customs soothed the troubled mobile bet365，Enabled him to stop running，Temporarily settled in the thatched cottage。Far away from the political center，The focus of Du’s poems gradually changed from focusing on reality to reflecting on oneself，mobile bet365’s self-examination is also highlighted and strengthened。mobile bet365’s identity identification，Having the “self-sustaining” side under the guidance of the idea of ​​benefiting the world，There is also a "self-adapted" side under the influence of self-centered thinking；It has the "self-release" side influenced by the spirit of the prosperous Tang Dynasty and the demeanor of celebrities in the Wei and Jin Dynasties，There is also the "introspection" side of Confucianism that "lives in seclusion to pursue one's aspirations"。While living in the thatched cottage，mobile bet365 is a Confucian who upholds morality，Another wild old man who is comfortable and casual；He is an arrogant and conceited madman，Another poet who hurts himself by Gu Ying。This multi-faceted identity and personality，It not only brings Du Shi’s unique emotional charm and aesthetic tension，It also formed the unique meaning of wanting to say something but not giving up and the hesitant and melodious tone that was unique to mobile bet365's later poems。

On the one hand，mobile bet365 is a lazy person，Living in a secluded place，Adapt yourself to poetry and wine，In his poem written in Liangchuan, he created the image of the old man in Huanhua and the fisherman on the riverside: "How difficult is it for Hu Jie，The fisherman and the woodcutter send this life" ("Village Night")，"Back to the river bank in front of Ye Laoli"，The Chaimen is not right and opens by the river" ("Ye Lao")，“I’m ashamed of myself，You can feel at ease in the secluded area" ("Drinking Alone")，“We know each other as we know each other，Even chickens and dogs forget to return home" ("Cold Food")，“The light sail is easy to carry around，My way to Cangzhou" ("Jiang Rising")，These poems show a distinct reclusive mentality。The poem "Report to Jiangwai Thatched Cottage" written in Zizhou begins with the words "I am born to be unrestrained"，Elegant escape from nature。Drinking and loving Fengzhu，Buju Bilin Spring”，Among them, "unbridled", "natural", "alcoholic" and "secluded" are the main characteristics of Wei and Jin style。The "Crazy Husband" written in Chengdu ends with the declaration that "the only way to fill the gully is to let go"，The crazy man who laughs at himself gets even crazier as he gets older"，"Sparse" and "crazy" are also typical celebrities' styles。In "Old Tang Book"，His image is "drunk and roaring"，Fuck with Tian Fuye Lao，No detention。Yan Wu Guozhi，Sometimes not crowned，So proud”，It is also very different from the gentle and honest image in the minds of later generations of readers。

On the other hand，For mobile bet365，Chengdu Thatched Cottage is not a peaceful paradise。After entering Shu，He has had a premonition of "To Jun Yao and Shun"，The ideal of "making the customs pure again" ("Twenty-two Rhymes of Presentation to Wei Zuocheng") may no longer be realized，But I am not willing to be a swaying duckweed under the wind and rain of the world，So I performed self-healing in the world of poetry，“The world” and “the four seas” often enter his poems。For example，"Although the world is full of soldiers，Spring is getting stronger。Xijing is exhausted from many battles，Bei Que is a group of evildoers" (Part 1 of "Five Poems on Spring")，“It’s only when you are already weak that you get sick，The world is in chaos。Within the Universe，There is no shelter” (“Escape”)，"Depression is everywhere，With fewer people, more jackals and tigers" ("The Fifteen Commandments of the Tang Dynasty，Because of sending it to Jia Shilang of the Ministry of Gifts》)。These verses show that he "thinks for thousands of years，Seeing thousands of miles away”，Although it is remote in the middle of Sichuan，Still aiming for the world，Care for the world。Huang Tingjian's "Lao Du Huan Huaxi Illustration" wrote that he "has not received peace in the Central Plains，Drunken eyebrows filled with worries of all nations”，The image of a drunk and frowning person，Lifelike portrayal，It can be said that the image of mobile bet365 has been fixed in the minds of readers for thousands of years。

，A family that has not yet fallen into a career，Often call themselves "old Confucian" or "corrupt Confucian"，Life-long belief in Confucianism。Although he was also close to both Buddhism and Taoism，But mainly as a supplement to Confucianism。simultaneously，The prosperous Tang Dynasty was the era when wild personalities were born，mobile bet365 was deeply influenced by the spirit of the times，Self-proclaimed "crazy husband"，There is a certain arrogance and masculinity in the character，I don’t want to become a mote of dust blown away by the wind in troubled times。Therefore in a certain sense，His Confucianism and loyalty to the emperor and concern for the country，Both contain the meaning of self-salvation。

　Change of mind and reconstruction of mobile bet365

There are more than 440 poems written by mobile bet365 when he lived in Sichuan and Sichuan，Almost one-third of the existing Du poems。Read the poems in this issue，Not only the style is very different from the previous period，The perspective also changes significantly。He was at the center of politics in the early days，Poems focus more on reality；Stay away from the two capitals in his later years，The self-awareness of poetry is gradually strengthened。Identity reconstruction brought about by self-examination，It became an important theme of mobile bet365’s poems in this issue。

Making friends in Shu，The most sung hymns、The person who had the greatest influence on mobile bet365 was Yan Wu。End of the second year of Shangyuan (761)，Yanwu Zhenshu，One of the works is "Posted to Du Shiyi Jinjiangye Pavilion"，There is a strong intention to persuade mobile bet365 to become an official。The poem goes: "A fishing rod spreads toward the head of the river，Lazy sleeping sand grass loves the wind。Mo Yishan’s poem about parrots，Why not wear a crown。The books in my belly are dark and dry，The doctor behind the elbow should treat it quietly。Xingfahui can gallop a horse，You should go to Shijuntan。"mobile bet365's reply to the poem "Reward Yan Gong for sending an inscription on the wild pavilion"，Expressing his intention to retire: "I have written several running scripts in my collection，Laziness comes from Shuizhuju。Indiscriminate riding of Shayuan horses，Youqi real fishing for Jinjiang fish。Xie An’s tireless landing fee，Ruan Ji knows about etiquette and law。Mu Jing left the city in vain，The grass has no path and I want to teach you a hoe。”For these two poems，Qiu Zhaoao commented on Volume 10 of "Detailed Notes on Du Shi": "Yan said, 'Why not wear a crown'，The official who is responsible for persuading。The public replied: ‘Collection of memorials’，Invited to ride a horse’，After seeing the scolding officer，This will never happen again。"It seems that he lived in the early period of Shu，mobile bet365 is discouraged about his official career。

Du Shi in Sichuan often portrays the "lazy" image of the poet who has no intention of becoming an official。For example，“I’m getting lazier，Don’t seek trouble yourself” (“Fa Qinzhou”)，“Lazy in nature，The evening drama "Twenty-six Rhymes of a Letter to Li Xiao")，“Getting to Know Emei Lao Closely，It’s true to know that I am lazy” (Part 2 of "Two Poems")。To this，Wang Sixi's "Du Sui" quoted Zhao Zhi as saying: "Laziness is often mentioned in public poems，Not really lazy，Economic tools for daily use，100% no try，Abandoned among the guesthouses in Minshan Mountain，The joy of spending a day with Mr. Tian Fuye，It’s not true？There are also vulgar people in the situation，It’s better to be lazy。”Explains that “lazyness” was not mobile bet365’s original intention，It is a self-restrained mentality when political ideals cannot be realized。

As a traditional Confucian scholar，Concerns about current affairs in the DPRK、Concern for the common people and the country ran through mobile bet365’s life。Yu Shu Period，He has not forgotten the war in the Central Plains and the situation in Chang'an。After the collapse of Emperor Suzong，After the situation in the court changed，mobile bet365 has a desire to return to officialdom。Spring of the second year of Guangde，Yan Wu regained control of Liangchuan，mobile bet365 seems to see hope of returning to the north，I was invited to enter the curtain。The "Huanhua Old Man" from Jiangcun became the Jiedushi Counselor of Yanwu Shogunate，Finally, he was awarded the title of Yuanwailang of the Ministry of Inspection and Industry。mobile bet365's entry into the scene is the meaning of "temporarily paying close friends"，This is also his attempt to return to officialdom and his efforts to rebuild his political identity。However，mobile bet365 in the scene immediately encountered a serious identity crisis，Also under the curtain、It is difficult to adapt to a life of strict etiquette and law，The relationship with young colleagues is quite tense，Finally gave up the status of being a dependent after half a year in Samu，Resign to the stream。

About the reasons why mobile bet365 left Shu，There is an old theory in the "Old Book of Tang Dynasty" that "military soldiers have no one to rely on" and a new theory by contemporary scholars that "they left Shu for the sake of a man"。Just looking at mobile bet365’s series of efforts to return to politics and rebuild his identity in his later years，The theory of "leaving Shu for a man" is more in line with mobile bet365's mood in his later years，This represents mobile bet365’s expectation to rebuild his identity。Finally due to the barrier of Guanshan、Sickness and old age invade each other，This plan and expectation is difficult to realize，mobile bet365 had no choice but to embark on a new round of wandering。

In his later years, mobile bet365 spent a long time wandering in the southwest，There is a phenomenon of deviation between one’s actions and one’s thoughts。The wandering journey is farther away from Chang'an，The desire to return becomes even more urgent。Because of this，He is trapped in an unprecedented dilemma in life，Wandering between exile and return，Identity struggles between loss and reconstruction，The ultimate spiritual direction is still "return" and "reconstruction"。In this sense，Liu Xizai said that mobile bet365 "lived only in the Confucian world throughout his life" ("Art and Poetry")，Sincerity is the truth。

(Author’s unit: College of Liberal Arts, Shaanxi Normal University)