About life and academics，My perception is two points: First, the starting point of academics is often not started when entering professional learning，Instead, it starts in the critical period of growth and life choices; the second is that the process is far more important than the result。

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I love to read a book from a young age，I am very envious of everyone's lady、Xiaojiabiyu，Making a slim lady is the "self -image design" I dream of。

My father is a university professor，Mother is a editor of the Central Broadcasting Bureau，The atmosphere at home is relaxed and warm。Youth Times，I mainly live in the school courtyard，It is the development of a lady。Unfortunately, things are contrary to wishes，Dream does not follow the reality。

In the eyes of outsiders，I and two sisters from intellectual families，Learn well、Good performance。I go to the elementary school directly to become the brigade committee，Opening the brigade meeting，Make flag guard，During a fixed time every week to check the situation of wearing a red scarf。From Balizhuang Elementary School to Garden Village Elementary School，Skip fifth grade，Directly to the sixth level，It is also selected as the captain。I also have the object of admiration，Once participated in the Excellent Young Pioneer Congress of Haidian District，When all the representatives sing team song，Stand up a big captain on the rear seat，She raises the band in front of the command stick，calm and chic，I can't forget it yet。

As a 69th graduate of junior high school，I went to Heilongjiang to produce and build the Corps with most of my classmates。At that time，Although I did not become a lady，But also grew into a talented woman who is a talented "profound"，Personalized personality，Have a good popularity，It seems that it is farther away from the wild girl。but but，My desire and enjoyment of freedom and loose mood never changed，Do not demand or demand that the style of other people has never changed，The contempt of the contempt for inflammation or malicious injuries has never changed。

experience of children and adolescents，Make me grow in a free and loose environment，But also lacks "training"，plus the "North Great Wild Wild" experience of nearly nine years，Youth, mainly engaged in agricultural production，No systematic reading and training，Basic learning foundation，After I entered the field of academic research，inevitable existence of many deficiencies and regrets。East? Sang Yuhu?，Life and academics may not be so.。

　　Don't be afraid of slow, I'm afraid of standing

I have worked in the Bet365 lotto review Heilongjiang Production and Construction Corps for ten years (1969-1978)。Field Labor，Fellows often say, "Don't be afraid of slow，Afraid of standing "，This has a deep impact on the academic path I have taken later。In "Beida Wilderness"，or snow -capped，or wild flowers bloom，Pretend to be a vast black land，and the long field ridge extend to the foot of the mountain，Stretch to the Skyline，is the main place for our work。Since it is a collective job，shovel、Cut wheat、Cut the beans is often a company (later changed to a small team) hundreds of people to line up，Small head forward。The novice is basically unable to stand up and go forward，Quick hands relax all the way，There are saying and laughing in front，Go back to the ground and pick up a short paragraph，Make the latter grateful。A few miles or even ten miles long fields，Raw hands，As long as you persist，As long as you persist，Do not slack off in the middle of，With the improvement of labor skills，After all, it will become a fast hand。

The road to academic is the same。I get a junior high school graduation certificate，I went to the Bet365 lotto review Heilongjiang Production and Construction Corps "Tu Chin Bian"。Back to the city after nine years，I am admitted to the Department of History of Peking University I like，Those young students who are younger than me are talented、Thinking agile，I feel that the foundation is weak，But I keep in mind "I'm not afraid of slow，Afraid of standing "The old saying of the field labor，Find the rhythm that is best for you，Don't stay up late、Not desperate，Get up early and go to bed early，Stick to exercise every day，Don't give up the movie I like to watch easily、Drama and non -professional books，Even during the final test period，I often choose a movie field at 9:30 in the evening show，Go directly to the auditorium from the library。

During college，Many students study time for more than 12 hours a day，But I only ask myself to guarantee ten hours a day for learning time，You can read the magazine on Saturday afternoon to relax，Sunday is the time for meeting your family，Easily without occupying。During the graduate student, I gave birth to a child，After joining Beijing Normal University, children are still young，Housing conditions are extremely poor，Research progress and rhythm naturally slow，Coupled with the pressure of assessment and promotion，Mood was more depressed at a time。But when depressed，Still follow "Not afraid of slow，Afraid of standing "The old saying，enable me to accept the reality of slowing down the rhythm，But I always work hard。

　　Reading time

My historical enlightenment does not originate from family learning，But it has a lot to do with the guidance of the family Bet365 app download atmosphere and the guidance of parents。

We have been influenced by our parents since childhood，Sisters 仨 have become famous little book fans。1966，School suspension，It also gives me more free time。At that time，Books in the family except the complete works of Manelus，Four volumes of "Selection of Mao Zedong"，Revolutionary War Memoirs Series "Red Flag Flutter" and "Star Fire Liaoyuan"，Several literary journals such as "People's Literature" and foreign novels (bags on newspaper skin，Put at the bottom of the bookshelf), etc.，All our sisters are hungry and thirsty readers。

Classical masterpieces and world masterpieces adopt the form of "listening book"，"Speaking" person is the "dad" who has not yet been old。Previous，He has told our sisters "Water Margin", "Journey to the West", "Liao Zhai Zhi Yi", "Green Fairy", etc.。Later，He tells us the martial arts novels of Liang Yusheng and Jin Yong based on memory。Now，I just remember that there is "Pingzhu Xia Ying"，The first contact with Yun Lei、Zhang Danfeng's name and legendary story。

The so -called "Beida Wilderness"，Fortunately, the vast wasteland that has not been developed in the northeast of my country，Later refers to Heilongjiang、Nenjiang、The vast barren regions in the Songhua River Basin。"Beida Wilderness" in the north is the continuous Xiaoxing Anling，West is excellent soil、Flowing water、The pine tender plain area of ​​the marshri。Early early establishment of the People's Republic of China，There are a large number of transfer soldiers to the "Beida Wilderness" to reclamation，Formed the earliest batch of military reclamation farms。Our 69th session is almost the last batch of "going to the countryside" to the knowledge youth from Beijing，Most of them have arrived at Bet365 lotto review Heilongjiang Production and Construction Corps，Continue to develop "Beida Wilderness"。

I am in my baggage，Bring a book "Chinese General History" written by Mr. Fan Wenlan，Remember to be a traditional vertical version。History ups and downs、Bobo Cloud's Strange Pictures，Glow slowly under the oil lamp swaying in the flame。This general history has become my earliest historical enlightenment reading。Although repeatedly looked at，But only a few pictures are impressed，It is a slang of Zen Sixth Ancestor Huineng: "Bodhi has no tree，Purnice mirror is not Taiwan。None of it，Where is the dust! "He is based on this slang，Ascend the throne of Zen Sixth Ancestor。I see that life is bumpy like a mirror，Only the realm of me and selflessness，Only thinking of jumping out of yourself and the present。，These two poems are always accompanied by me，Let me reflect on the ups and downs of the past ups and downs，Facing bet365 Play online games the wave of rushing now，Overlooking the realistic reality and the unknown future with an ultra -detached attitude。

When I first went to the Corps，Due to insufficient fuel，Can't keep heating all night，​​indoor temperature has dropped to minus 40 degrees Celsius。We sleep at night are all armed，Wear a hat、Scarf、Gloves，But as long as there is a book to read，My "A Red Heart" is excited to jump，The blood of the whole body is constantly boiling。To borrow a book，I even walked for dozens of miles away with the fascinating snowy snow。Summer is often a wheat grabbing、Grab the sun、The "Three Raisings" season of grabbing transport，Holding work at six or seven in the evening，After dinner, go to the wheat field "leap forward"，That is the dried wheat bag to dry the wheat field、Enter or send it to the grain depot，Open it at 10 o'clock。Back to the dormitory is sleepy and lack of friends，lying on the bed and habitually pick up a book，But often fell asleep as soon as I stained the pillow。When I get up in the morning，The book is either buckled on the face or crooked on the pillow。

The deepest feeling given me to me for me is not sweating like rain and thousands of miles，It is not a tired body and a humble condition，but regrets without books。I visit relatives from the Corps to Beijing，The biggest fun of my father is to borrow books for me at the library，I read the world's literary masterpiece at almost three speeds a day，A line of ten lines、A line of ten lines，I dare not slack off。Because there is a house in the Northeast, there is a house of educated youth comrades waiting for me to tell them stories in the spare time，So far remember the expression they desire。After the college entrance examination is restored，I study at the Department of History of Peking University，There are many professional questions to ask my father for advice，His explanation rarely，I often give me a book list，Let me read myself。

The fumigation of the family has made me develop a good habit of reading reading，Even abandoned sleep。Different life，Make me cherish the good time that can be read。Academic roads for historical research，In fact, it has accidental，But my hobbies and joy and thoughts immersed in reading after reading，The road to academic research will eventually be inevitable。

　　The figure of the father

My father has the most contact、The most intimate relationship is not the father's call "old classmates" but a group of people called "old classmates"。Mainly with Chongqing Nankai Middle School and Peking University "old classmates"，Some are the two of them，Ru Tang Yijie、Wu Zengqi、Zhao Lisheng、Zhang Yi and other gentlemen; some are only Nankai bet365 live casino games or Peking University classmates，Ru Zhang Xinruo、Tian Yuqing、Yang Xin、Du Guang、Cao Jian and others。Mother and father are both classmates in Chongqing Nankai Middle School，Picks from Peking University together，Therefore, their classmates are often the same group of people。Just like the emotion of his father in the memoir "Broken Reamation"，"Old classmates" fell like the leaves on the late autumn trees。Now，Father and mother have also become the fallen leaves that passed away。

Tang Yijie's family、Wu Zengqi and our family，All three adults are Nankai、"Old Student" at Peking University，Friends with intimate relationships，So the three often take turns to do East，known as "Three Villages"。After the reform and opening up, everyone is busy，Instead, the chance of meeting is less。Since the 21st century，Father’s old classmates and old friends all enter the year of the wind candle，Xiaoju starts frequently。Frequent participation is Tang Yijie Le Daiyun couple、Sun Yangjiang Sun Wei and Mrs.、Pang Pu、Shen Changwen、Yu Dunkang and others。Their children have gone to everything，Only I still accompany the waiter，I also appreciated my father’s "old classmates"、Old friend’s old age。Of course，The reason why they are so closely linked，One is character，The second is learning。As Mr. Sun Changjiang，Although not their "old classmates"，But at the critical moment，Their "righteousness" was praised and appreciated by old friends。Their topic is wide，related to society and current trend，Also related to academic and friendly，Syrian Lan Talking New，The scene is warm，It is long，It is enough to see the youthful style and full blood of the year。Although time passes，It is still a group of "boylance" with strong feelings of home country。

"Academic Circle" is not simply academic theory，Dacking of the parents，There is learning、Emotional、There is a responsibility，It is the core factor that condenses them together。Being a man、Learning is so different。Although I can't reach，and the heart of the heart。

　Wanji books and Wanli Road

Ancient Renyun: Reading Wanjuan Book，Wanli Road。The meaning contained in it is self -evident。

In the research process of reading and literature as the main basis，The realm I pursue is "I see what you see，Unpaid to send people "，Even if your topic chooses overlap with others，You can also make the research thicker in the reference。The so -called "Light Light"，I understand it as a "light" in the same academic field，But I have never similar mentality，I respect the academic contribution of scholars in the same field，Appreciate their talents，I am grateful Bet365 app download to the revelation of their research。Research conclusions can express their own opinions、See each other with benevolence，You can discuss and correction，​​The co -power of the academic person is the driving force for the continuous and deepening and development of research。

Like Mother，I love travel，I like to enjoy natural and human landscape。The original travel was pure play，After entering the field of academic research，The feeling of traveling thousands of miles is completely different。On the way to travel or inspection，My interest in historical and cultural landscape gradually increases，But always hovering at the low -level level of "walking horse -seeing flowers" and "Dragonfly"，The main reason is that it does not have cultural relics、Basic common sense of archeological and even historical geography。But the continuous walk has broaden the field of vision，enriched the thickness of historical knowledge，See you from going south to the north，The effect that penetrates into teaching is particularly significant。It seems that history has gone by me，Flowing under my feet，That kind of tentacles，Those who do not engage in historical research are hard to feel the same。Fo Guang Temple in Wutai Mountain, Shanxi、Anyue Big Circle Buddha in Sichuan、Jilin Tonghua Goguryeo Tomb Group、Mogao Grottoes in Dunhuang, Gansu、Daming Palace site in Xi'an, Shaanxi，It is shocking。World Cultural Heritage、Cultural relics protection units at all levels，Become the focus of my visit in recent years。

At the same time，During the search process，I also see a lot of unique humanistic landscapes，Seeing the various poses of all beings。Walk to Xiangtang Mountain, north and south of Hebei，A Tang monument on the top of the mountain，I was circled by a delayed wife in my own private shed，If you want to see "respect"，Do not help paying some silver。Walk to Changzhi Tiantai, Shanxi，The administrator of the child who is in charge of the key to talk about it，Destination of a period of "folk version" history that we don't know from the rooftop。can be described as there is a sky outside the sky、There are mountains outside the mountain。The old things were the history of today，And today，It will also become the history of his day。

There is a "reading thousands of books" in the background，Only to truly understand the true meaning of "traveling thousands of miles"; experience with "traveling thousands of miles"，can I truly understand the fun of "reading thousands of books"。Walking with the two，Make me Youyou in the field of historical research and immerse them.。Reading and walking are all processes，Enjoy this process，Is the booster bet365 best casino games for my academic research。Conclusion should be used as a starting point，instead of ending。In this process，Experience the depth and vastness of history，Enjoy the surprise and discovery of the exploration and discovery and the sea wide sky。

　　Crossing History

Research history should be immersed in history，But it is by no means indulging in history，History and even history is the realm I want to achieve。

History we experience and witness，For example，It lasted for more than ten years。I am a member of the Beijing knowledge youth，Running to the distant "Peking Wilderness"，From August 1969 to early 1978，After ten years，Always engaged in field labor。The knowledge youth after returning to the city reflect on this unforgettable experience through various forms。Although I am one of them，After entering the field of historical research，Deep feelings through history can you examine history。People in different eras，I will go through different tests and hardships，The upper mountain and the countryside movement is exactly the fate of us who were born in the 1950s and 1960s，It has nothing to do with "regret" or "regret"。We are not suffering more suffering than people in other times，Imagine if we were born in the war era，What kind of fate will you suffer?

Each of our research is like a dusty earth in the long river，A drop of water in the Hao Miao sea，Enjoy the process of learning and research，The history of human society and the understanding and research on it are constantly moving forward。

(The author is a second -level professor at the School of History of Beijing Normal University)